Why not sit in the numbness
Considering what's going on
Despair allows the strength to come
 
Bad things are passing shadows
Yet you're too small to understand
The ticking of the minute hand
The trickle of the hourglass
 
Dear little Vada please grow greater
And greater will grow your kin
You pure invader
Light for your creator
And give this world your tiny spin

Your lighthouse tower yet not lighting
This lifeless barren no mans land
Water your fathers plants

You'll be lost in days of glory
As you learn to value all of life
Confined within your nine to five
Three hundred and sixty-five

Dear little Vada please grow greater
And greater will grow your kin
You pure invader
Light for your creator
And give this world your tiny spin

See real success in depths you brave

Dear little Vada please grow greater
And greater will grow your kin
You pure invader
Light for your creator 

Dear little Vada
Please grow greater and greater will grow your kin
You pure invader
Shine for your creator
We know that you little Vada you'll grow greater
And greater will grow your kin
And give this world your tiny spin


Redeem yourself

Even out the scales of greed
And true greatness will arise

Live atop your own demand
In bitterness great dangers lies
  
Redeem yourself my dear
Redeem your pride

We learned to live within a doubt
Now vengefully my darling wanders about now
Eventually we learned to live within a bound now 

Sieve and rate your life's ideal
And all will fade that isn't real

Redeem yourself my dear
Redeem your pride

We learned to live within a doubt
Now vengefully my darling wanders about now
Eventually we learned to live within a bound now


Anything is possible
Anything thats dear
The unarmed will trouble
The coward and his spear

Scorn will strain your soul no more
Yet unlocked will be a shuttered door
Yet unlocked will be

Age will plunder all you've won
Keep aware my unborn callow son
So keep aware my son

Anything is possible, anything thats dear
The unarmed will trouble the coward and his spear
Its point will harden flesh and soul
Pain will nick your rest
To challenge those who through failure arose, 
May their days be blessed


In the dark the eye begins to see
What seemed long lost now found it'll be
Disguise it will as different shapes
Appears and then escapes 

First will be calm, then sleet then gale
Divine order will paint a tale
The saga of the fleet of change
That forever sails within your range

Soundlessly sincerity
Metamorphosed our wisdom
Into greater doors to our kingdom
So join we must the kings and lords
Receiving us with shields and swords
Can we bare what we will find
Or is this a ride of a killing kind
A ride we can't rewind

Would have changed no path no hit no miss
You live to learn, now learn to live
Found our trust covered in rust
My charlatan will you adjust

Our flesh will bleed and mind will rot
The more we fail the more we are taught
As the shine we now attract the moths
Whilst darkness threw them off

Soundlessly sincerity
Metamorphosed our wisdom
Into greater doors to our kingdom
So join we must the kings and lords
Receiving us with shields and swords
Can we bare what we will find
Or is this a ride of a killing kind
A ride we can't rewind


We all fear failure
But it’s the only way to grow
We believe we know
That fear is still a choice

Lately all you ever find is pain
But who’s to blame
When you see it’s not their fault
 
All we lack is to touch and taste
Learn to light the dark we'll face

Where to find and exile this fear
Of hopelessness dear puppeteer

The crown-less shall be king again
You and i were born to reign
We are all in this together


We all fear failure
But it’s the only way to grow
We believe we know
That fear is still a choice

Lately all we ever find is pain
But who’s to blame
When you know it’s not their fold


All we lack is to give and make
Love and light for those who ache
Bask in before we die
The darkest low the greatest high

The crown-less shall be king again
You and i were born to reign
We are all in this together
We are all in this together


I fed those clouds with sombre hate
Now slowly drowning in the floods
 
To swim I thought my self alone
Through rain I sense its fertile mud
I know there’s light behind this dark
Now and forevermore
 
Wholehearted I beg lay me to rest
Wholeheartedly you numbed my chest
You addictive pain
You infected my brain
You addictive pain you left your blame

See see have I lastly grown stone cold
Covered up in irksome dark
Less foolish a fool is then a loon’s kiss
Gratefulness will guide me strong
Pain I will crave as end its dawn
But now and forevermore
 
Your wide open eyes,  too blind to see
I portray a picture of misery


Wholehearted I beg lay me to rest
Wholeheartedly you numbed my chest
You addictive pain
You infected my brain
You addictive pain you left your blame


All these heavy eyes
Just hurt and mesmerize
I'm facing my demise

I implore numb to be
And to ignore
Not endlessly be craving more 

And we will hang on to this hope
Filled an empty space with faith
And we will hang onto this hope
That we've created 

Colour-blind I saw
The shade of grey I tore
Colour-blind no more

All these heavy eyes
Just hurt and mesmerize
I'm facing my demise

I implore numb to be
And to ignore
Not endlessly be craving more 

And we will hang on to this hope
Filled an empty space with faith
And we will hang onto this hope
That we've created 

Colour-blind I saw
The shade of grey I tore, tore, tore
Colour-blind no mor


Too lost to be found, is the hidden key
Of all that had frightened and puzzled me 

Strangely crowned with clover and thorns
High on the downs of dawn

Fragrant of sinlessness and fresh start
Floats the lightless, deceitful and drawn
To don the pure its mask
As silence brims the hollow of this masque
Shall we outlast shall we outlast

For all you're near and silenced tear
It is the unspoken words you hear

Sincerity and falsity both were kind
And both were part of this heart of mine

Fragrant of sinlessness and fresh start
Floats the lightless, deceitful and drawn
To don the pure its mask
As silence brims the hollow of this masque
Shall we outlast shall we outlast

Born, we were born without a mask
And reborn and reborn and reborn

Taking measure of all we've lost
We'll pay the price despite the cost


Once we'd called it ours
The woods with all its beasts
And our mind had crossed no disease

A plantlet has been rooting
A thought of nameless depth
Never reawaken your heart's fullest spreads
Fullest breaths
Never reawaken your heart 

Alone we came and so we'll go
Deep down to the shallow wallow
To reconcile our short lived fray
Inspired by feigned parleys
Alone we came and so we'll go

Obsessed we were with sympathy
Allured like moths to the shine  
Now we've found the maze's final twine 

His ego you've spoilt and sated
Utterly yearning for more
Slowly reawaken your heart's fullest spreads
Fullest breaths
Reawaken your heart

Alone we came and so we'll go
Down to the shallow wallow
To reconcile our short lived fray
Inspired by feigned parleys
Alone we came and so we'll go

To dust our trust decayed


Evolution does its magic again
Morphs bones to stone shall we remain
Reveals to tame the wisdoms son
To give no hope where there is none
To give some hope

Warmth in us purely left to share
Kills all except for those
Not immersed by hate but learned to spare
The ones who see their doubt deposed

Two appearances, first dear then dead
Beloved then shot by the deceitful threat
Life is only real when shared
A fool you are to think you're spared
Screw you all

Warmth in us purely left to share
Kills all except for those
Not immersed by hate but learned to spare
The ones who see their doubt deposed

Blinded mind will age confined
Blinded mind will rot in time
Redesign

Warmth in us purely left to share
Kills all except for those
Not immersed by hate but learned to spare
The ones who see their doubt deposed

Warmth in us purely left to share
Kills all expect for those
Not immersed by hate but learned to spare
The ones who see their doubt deposed

Evolution does it's magic again


I walked through the darkened doorway and I found some light
What will we do when there is no more pain no more dark left to fight

Pull me free and look at what weakness has done to me
I kept at bay the intimacy so into me you will not see

I'm not a coward
I've just never been tested
Here, at the front line I'll wait
Here at the front I'll tempt fate

Kindliness kept me weak
In all those years that I have been misconceived
Shadowed by failure I still believed
That fortune favours the bold

Pull me free and look at what weakness has done to me
I kept at bay the intimacy so into me you will not see

I'm not a coward
I've just never been tested
Here, at the front line I'll wait
Here at the front I'll tempt fate

 


My darling now I see behind your face 
It's Inside where its taking place
It's turning me inside and out 
To have had you near, now to go without
To be within then again without 

All those years that I have slept alone
I thought I'm in this on my own
I did not know how to keep Love warm

Lets not sail the same old seas
knowing well where the winds will cease
This time darling your absence will be grieved
A lonely wait till we next meet

Tore down the walls that our pasts have grown
I've never felt so left alone
I've placed my trust in whom I'd recognised 
behind those two way mirrored eyes
I knew I‘d find what I'd visualised

Lets not sail the same old seas
knowing well where the winds will cease
This time darling your absence will be grieved
A lonely wait till we next meet
A lonely wait but I'm yours to keep
A lonely wait till we next meet

 


Our hearts may be bloody, 
Yet beating steady 
Steady and strong

Greed fogged up our souls
And wearied our bones 
Tore open wider holes in us

Can you see it now
Where do we all collide
Can you see it now
Why do we all divide

When did magnificence leave our side 
When did indifference taint our minds
When did magnificence leave our side
When did indifference taint our minds

One by one, we come undone
By the enemy within us son
Whilst the enemy without 
Feeds of our doubt

Now struck by the game
We are hindered to aim
For the light in us

Can you see it now
Where do we all collide
Can you see it now
Why do we all divide

When did magnificence leave our side 
When did indifference taint our minds
When did magnificence leave our side
When did indifference taint our minds

A race this seems to be
Now taking it's toll on me
A race this seems to be
Now taking it's toll on me

When did magnificence leave our side 
When did indifference taint our minds
When did magnificence leave our side
When did indifference taint our minds

 


Failed you not fooled you
Bit off more than we could chew
In silent rage I'll come of age
The one you thought you knew
He must learn his lesson’s too

What's before what's left behind 
Has troubled and clouded your mind 
Gave up on him as he fell far short 
Your man, his love and his light
Anxious pale with fright
Your man, his love and his light

I'm holding on I’m holding on to a memory 
I can memorise no more
I'm hanging on I’m hanging on to my enemy
That I adore
Now I'm holding I’m holding on to my enemy
NOSTALGIA

No whimper, no sound
silenced as I'm slowly burning out
Dismissed again what I needed most
My truth was shrouded in doubt 
Soundlessly I sang out
The listeners a tone-deaf crowd

I'm holding on I’m holding on to a memory 
I can memorise no more
Now I'm hanging I’m hanging on to my enemy
That I adore
Now I'm holding I’m holding on to my enemy
NOSTALGIA

Choose Truth over fairness over pride 
Choose Truth over fairness over pride
Choose Truth over fairness over pride
Choose Truth over fairness over pride

I'm holding on I’m holding on to a memory 
I can memorise no more
Now I'm hanging I’m hanging on to my enemy
That I adore
Now I'm holding I’m holding on to my enemy
NOSTALGIA NOSTALGIA NOSTALGIA NOSTALGIA

I've been holding something deep
I thought you were the answer
To questions that my mind had
Seemed to come across


Now my heads decaying
My thinking come undone
I'm not sure what I'm feeling
I know there’s something wrong

All night I tried to keep
The debt outside of your door
I was willing to believe
I’m lost and now you’re gone

You’re the one that’s shaking (shaken)
But I'm the one that broke
I'm not sure what I'm hearing
But I know there’s something wrong

So keep all of the images
Your memories intact
You’re living in a picture
But its living what we lack
And now I'm disappearing
And there’s nothing you can say


Please dear calm yourself down
I know that you’re hurting
This ain’t easy to let it all go
Only time will tell

I know that you’re hurting
I know that you’re hurting
Do you know that I’m hurting
I know that you’re hurting


My mind stop this correction   
Can't you see that im drowning
In desire for perfect perfection
And you'll only feel alive when its you again

Now that I’ve lost all my clarity 
I’m baring my soul to find peace 
And for you to return to me
And you‘ll only love and light when it’s you again 

Would it get easier easier far from home 

Love you’ve uncovered my weakness
Still you creeping around and seducing my wit with your sweetness 
The bitter and sweet taste of incompleteness

Would it get easier, easier far from home

A chase this seems to be now taking its toll on me
Misleading those who leading, the journey is the goal

Would it get easier, easier far from home 
It’s not gonna get easier, easier far from home


May we be doomed to never know why 
The last whale tails are waving goodbye

Shelters we’ve build fail to shelter our love
The storm of greed has become to rough

The oceans are silent no more
A hidden world we chose to ignore 

Love and Light to those who ache and 
Love and Light to those who won‘t wake and
Love and Light to those who ache and 
Love and Light to those who won’t wake and those you won’t wake 

Old souls we are, we are born to reign
Feeding our want, the disease in our veins

We must not forget our duties embed
To hold this kingdom that bleeds in our stead 

The oceans are silent no more
A hidden world we choose to ignore 

Love and Light to those who ache and 
Love and Light to those who won‘t wake and
Love and Light to those who ache and 
Love and Light to those who won’t wake and those you won’t wake  


Past the mask and the mockery
Past the scars and the mystery 
Breath with me 
Intimacy 


Where the rage of my tear
Meets the notion of your fear 
I'll be here
Forever near


Close your eyes and
When you wake my dear 
And you still remember me 
I'll meet your here


When you wake my dear
If you dare come too late
I might not be here


Past the stain and the loss
Past the pain and the gloss 
Breath with me 
Intimacy 


Where the greatness of your trust
Meets the storm of my lust  
I'll be here 
Forever near


Close your eyes and
When you wake my dear 
And you still remember me 
I'll meet your here


When you wake my dear
If you dare come too late
I might not be here
When you wake my dear


When you wake my dear 
And you still remember me 
I’ll meet you here,
I’ll meet you here 


 

All this noise
It broke the silence 
Now hold dear our golden memories 

When less was more 
We had more than we needed 
There was joy in our hearts, our hearts were full

Listen to the silence
Listen as it calls 

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet 
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me

Our broken frame
Made us doubt the picture 
But I know exactly where’ve been

Where to start 
When there has been no ending 
Ease broke our wings and kept us pinned

Listen to the silence
Listen as it calls 

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet 
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me

And in another life we might return again 
To something we‘re believing in 
A world we‘re both enough in
A place we can be real in 

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet 
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me

Come away come away with me 
We will make we will make ends meet 
And listen to the silence listen to the silence with me



You wrote you´re in pain
Cheap thrills don’t ever last 
I am tired of this foolishness I´ll realign my stars

 
I don´t have much
Sorry I haven´t been to good
Your love it means the world the two of you our brotherhood 

You don’t need no saving need only to be brave
We can´t move your mountains but we can hold your hand
You´ll bloom in health and color with grace you´ll come of age
We need you to be brave now need you to be brave

You wrote you´re afraid
The end you can not see
There is those who´ll make a choice and there is those who´ll clasp to ease

Seen all your scars
They color all you´ve done
And thank you for those helping hands in times when there were none

You don’t need no saving need only to be brave
We can´t move your mountains but we can hold your hand
You´ll bloom in health and color with grace you´ll come of age
We need you to be brave now need you to be brave


Please treat yourself kind
Give yourself a gentle year
The next lines we´ll receive from you will tell the storm has cleared

I´m no longer in pain
Cheap thrills they did not last
I tired of my foolishness I realigned my stars

You don’t need no saving need only to be brave
We can´t move your mountains but we can hold your hand
You´ll bloom in health and color with grace you´ll come of age
We need you to be brave now need you to be brave


I stand back and watch you from a new angle
Just waiting for the penny to drop
I stand back and watch you in slow motion
Chasing time, all over again
And all of a sudden, I see for the first time
A new window, and I know
When I stand back and watch you from a new angle


I wanna build a home for you
A place where we can listen to


I watch you dance and the world has more colour
The beats are in synch as the seasons unwind
And all of a sudden I see for the first time
A new window and I know
I watch you dance and he world has more color


I wanna build a home for you
A place where we can listen to
The silence of the turning page
I wanna build a home for you


When its all just dust to dust, will our souls embark
When its all just dust to dust, will our souls depart to light the dark


I wanna build a home for you
A place where we can listen to
The silence of the turning page
And I wanna build a home for you


I stood back and watched you from a new angle


We crossed the border twice
Hand in hand we rolled the dice  
I lost control on that hill barely made it out alive 

The walls in my head they broke
I listened but no one spoke 
I was guided on the path by the moon light into the unknown 


As the sky grew dark 
And I lit the spark 

Hey I'm still alive 
Hey I'm still alive 

I told you to wait inside
There’s something that I need to find 
Hidden out among the pines in the back of my mind


There’s no echo or anything 
I felt like an ancient king 
Headed to the top of the hill to know how low I had been 

As the sky grew dark
And I lit the spark


Hey I'm still alive 
Hey I'm still alive 

A light soul in the dark , equilibrium in the heart
And I knew the moment I arrived
Hey I’m still alive 
And I knew the moment I arrived 

Hey I am still alive 
Hey I am still alive
Hey I am still alive
Hey I am still alive 



I found myself among the wolves
I couldn’t fight them

I found myself among the fools
I couldn’t hide from them 

I sought a way to set things right
Listened to my own advice 
I found a light out in the night 
And Then I realised 

Hey love I’m ready now
Hey love I´m ready now 

I have done wrong that may be right
I won’t fight that 
I’ve set things wrong when they were right 
I won’t hide that 

I might be numb but still alive 
Waiting for the morning light
My fears and pain seem to have died 
I’ve come to realise 

Hey love I´m ready now 
Hey love I´m ready now 
Hey love I’m ready now
Hey love I’m ready now

I sought the way to set things right
I found a light out in the night 
I might be numb but still alive 
Waiting for the morning light
My fears and pain seem to have died 
I’ve come to realise 

Hey love I’m ready now
Hey love I´m ready now 
Hey love I’m ready now
Hey love I’m ready now



ANEW

I recall what we once were

The past still holds your name

Loved you to the lines of Leif

Now he don't sound the same

Loving strangers is a losing game

The shape of you my dear with me still lays

I'll keep it warm with my embrace and

Do I love myself enough to be alone now

And then grow from it and go for it or

Am I at the point of no

Am I at the point of no

Am I at the point of no return

Am I at the point of no

Am I at the point of no

The point of no return

Or do I start again anew

Mmmmmm

Mmmmmm

Whats behind I clearly see

Ahead of us a mystery

Dear forgiveness have your moment

And regale us with some peace

So go and get yourself some sleep

And I'll cover you up

If that's what you need now

And I will keep my self at bay

And do we love ourselves enough to be alone now

And then grow from it and go for it

Or are we at the point of no

Are we at the point of no

The point of no return

Are we at the point of no

Are we at the point of no

The point of no return

Or do we start again anew

Could it be more

Oh I don't know

Could it be more

Oh I don't

Are we at the point of no

Are we at the point of no

The point of no return

Or do we start again anew

Are we at the point of no

Are we at the point of no

The point of no return

Or do we start again anew

Could it be more

Oh I don't know

Could we be more

Oh I don't know

Oh I don't know

Let's start again anew

FALLING

I stopped the thinking

To let my heart show

My inner being 

I let it breath now 

And lean into

Our empathy it will guide us properly 

So I keep my head up 

Someday you will look back and see 

That it don’t matter no no 

That it don’t matter

Where you come from 

Only where you’ll go

Why do I keep falling

When moving steady towards my calling 

Opened myself up to the world 

I wonder what mark I will be leaving 

The wonder of love loves to give life meaning 

Just lean into

Our empathy it will guide us properly 

So keep your head up 

Someday you will look back and see 

That it don’t matter no no

That it don’t matter

Where you come from 

Only where you’ll go

Why do I keep falling

When moving steady towards my calling 

Opened myself up to the world 

Opened myself up to the world 

So why do I keep falling

Falling taught me 

Every moment is a moment for courage 

My father taught me 

Every moment is a moment for courage 

Why do I keep falling

When moving steady towards my calling 

Opened myself up to the world 

So why do I keep falling

Opened myself up to the world 

When moving steady towards my calling 

Opened yourself up to the world

Opened yourself up to the world 

How do I keep falling

I wonder what mark I will be leaving 

Colour In Life

We are running our very own races

South east, the sun's upon our faces

With clear eyes and tears we're understanding

Joy is now right here where we are standing

With full hearts

There is far to go

I know but your hearts my home

It’s a pallet of paint

Oh the one I’ve always known

And we’ll sing through these times

And we’ll begin again to rise

With wide open eyes

See there's colour in life

See there's  colour in life

We are setting sail with clear direction

For a life we see

In the oceans reflection

Starting small turning roars into a whisper

Change is now right here

And soon you’ll believe that

In your heart

There is far to go

I know but your hearts my home

It’s a pallet of paint

Oh the one I’ve always known

And we’ll sing through these times

And we’ll begin again to rise

With wide open eyes

See there's colour in life

See there's  colour in

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

See there's colour in life

Colour in life

There is far to go

I know but your hearts my home

It’s a pallet of paint

Oh the one I’ve always known

And we’ll sing through these times

And we’ll begin again to rise

With wide open eyes

See there's colour in life

See there's colour in

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

See there's  colour in life

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

See there's  colour in life

Colour in life

See there's colour in life

See there's colour in life

Colour in life

A MOMENT IN THE SUN

I breathe in

I breathe in and I hold it

I hold it till I feel it

I feel it till it hits me and subsides

In this moment

A second lasts forever

Forever goes so quickly

I’m free and I’ve arrived

And for a moment in the sun

I feel the earth below my feet

And for a moment in the sun

And thats forever where I´ll be

Where I´ll be

When you breathe in

Breathe and let your mind grow

Grow stronger as the time slows

Down the ocean that's in motion

A reminder

A reminder of when love flows

Flows to let your heart know

That there is peace in your devotion

And for a moment in the sun

I feel the earth below my feet

And for a moment in the sun

And thats forever where I´ll be

Where I´ll be

And for a moment in the sun

I feel the earth below my feet

And for a moment in the sun

Thats forever where I´ll be

And for a moment in the sun

The ocean stretched in front of me

And a moment in the sun

Shows how unique it is to be

It is to be

I breathe in

I breathe in and I hold it

I hold it till I feel it

I feel it till it hits me

SAME OLD EYES

Sometimes it feels like you’re all alone

And the weight of the world is just too much to own

Promise me one thing

Don't you ever let the darkness win

Sometimes it feels like you’re all alone

You will find yourself believing,

You will find your reason why

I see those same old eyes still gleaming

I see those same old eyes still shine

Oh, the world is wide and full of wonder

And your heart is wild, it wants to wander

But borrowing happiness

From tomorrow can leave you a mess

Oh, the world is wide and full of wonder

You will find yourself believing

You will find your reason why

I see those same old eyes still gleaming

I see those same old eyes still shine

I hope you’ll always remember

We are always there

I hope you’ll always remember

You will find yourself believing

You will find your reason why

I see those same old eyes still gleaming

I see those same old eyes still shine

You will find yourself believing

You will find your reason why

I see those same old eyes still gleaming

I see those same old eyes still shine

I see those same old eyes still shine

I see those same old eyes in mine

SEASONS

Where do we go, go from here
May our light live on to see another year

Down to the water, down to the deep
Lets start small again and re-build from here


My dear there’s a light, a light that shines within
Have the courage to rise above and begin

Down to the water down to the deep
We start small again we are still here
Should we stay a while and let the days go by


I am gonna hold on, hold on to this feeling
I am gonna hold on, hold on to it tight
Then I will hold on and grow stronger through the seasons
And as we move from dark to light
Darling love will be our guide
Im gonna hold on
Im gonna hold on


In the moments of doubt, I won’t look for escape  
Cause I still believe that love is worth the wait

Down to the water down to the deep
Lets grow tall again we are still here
Should we stay a while and let the days go by


I am gonna hold on, hold on to this feeling
I am gonna hold on, hold on to it tight
Then I will hold on and grow stronger through the seasons
And as we move from dark to light
Darling love will/can be our guide
I’m gonna hold on


They say If the sun don’t find you
Keep dancing in the rain
We´ll be finding those lovers eyes again


I am gonna hold on, hold on to this feeling
I am gonna hold on, hold on to it tight
And then I will hold on, grow stronger through the season
And as we move from dark to light
Darling Love will be our guide
Im gonna hold on
Im gonna hold on
So where do we go

So where do we go

BETTER DAYS

Life is only real when shared
Oh my father told my mother
Life is anything but fair oh

Oh my mother told my father
We can not not be together
Oh my father told my mother
Nothing will be here forever  

But you  are the only, you are the only life I know
You are the only, you are the only life I know

We are holding and holding and holding on
We´re holding and holding and holding
Then we´re  hoping and hoping and hoping
For better days to come

Uhhhh

Oh my mother held my brother
What will happen when we part
Oh my brother held my mother
And laid his hand upon her heart
You are the only, you are the only life I know
You are the only, you are the only life I know


We are holding and holding and holding on
We´re  holding and holding and holding
Then we´re hoping and hoping and hoping
For better days to come

We are holding and holding and holding on
We´re holding and holding and holding
Then we´re hoping and hoping and hoping
For better days to come
And they’ll come

Oh my mother told my father love is only real when shared


STILL BELIEVE

Many tears have come and gone

I’ve made your heart my home

I was meant to guide us strong 

My love, my kingdom

Now I’m the one who’s falling

And will you be the one to guide us strong

Now I’m the one who’s falling

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

I made my peace with restless nights

To watch the sun come up again

Now every time I close my eyes

I can no longer pretend

That I’m the one who’s falling

And will you be the one to guide us strong

Now I’m the one who’s falling

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

Now I’m the one who’s falling

And you will be the one to guide us strong

Now I’m the one who’s falling

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

When I am on my knees

My heart will not be weak

Tho fear now covers me

I still believe

I WILL

I walked through

The darkened doorway and I found some light

What will I do when there’s no more gain

No more wrong left to right

Pulled myself free

And looked at what weakness had done to me

I kept at bay the intimacy

So intimate now I can be

I’m not a coward

I’m now being tested

Here at the front I will wait

Here at the front I’ll tempt fate

Kindliness kept with me

I listened and thought my heart how to speak

Shadowed by failure I still believed

That fortune favours the bold

Pulled myself free and looked

At what weakness had done to me

I kept at bay the intimacy

So intimate now I can be

I’m not a coward

I’m now being tested

Here at the front I will wait

Here at the front I’ll tempt fate

I’m not a coward

I’m now being tested

Here at the front I will wait

Here at the front I’ll tempt fate

I walked through the darkened doorway and I found some light

What will I do when there’s no more gain no more wrong left to right

Pulled myself free and looked at what weakness had done to me

I kept at bay the intimacy so intimate now I can be

I’m not a coward

I’m now being tested

Here at the front I will wait

Here at the front I’ll tempt fate

I’m not a coward

I’m now being tested

Here at the front I will wait

Here at the front I’ll tempt fate